Why SC/SCT/OBC's seats will remain vacant in IITs and IIMs
The quota directive will not be rescinded. This is the latest news from the Ministry of HRD.
As this inevitability sets in, there are broken hearts among many students and alumni of the institutes affected. The broken hearts belong to those who burned the midnight oil to get into these institutions, where they learned the laws of honorable meritocracy, and look back fondly at their time spent in the company of smart people. All this is set to change next year.
However, there is a glimmer of hope in the otherwise despondent situation. In the first one or two years we might see a surfeit of SC/STs and OBC people in these institutions. but in years to come I believe most of these seats reserved for this class will remain vacant. In fact, this is also the case today - most reserved seats remain vacant - but that fact is left unacknowledged by the vote bank centric politicians of our country because it mercilessly pulverizes their illogic of reservations in academia.
I am reminded of two classmates of mine. Both displayed a low key behaviour, which had nothing to do with being an introvert. For the longest time I was not aware of their 'class' status - They never told me, I never asked them, in fact the question itself never arose in my mind. It was over time, and in their conscious efforts to stay isolated, in their refrain to participate in the bond-building conversations over tea or while lazing around in the TV room that it became self-evident that they consciously stayed away. As18 yr olds, no one I knew cared about acknowledging such class differences, unless, as I realized, you were an SC/ST yourself. Their behavior was clearly governed by their self-awareness of the manner in which they wringed their way into IIT. I later began to realised that it was, perhaps, their acknowledgment of who they are that mocked at them.
The tragedy of it all was this : both these students were from well to do families...sons of fathers in powerful posts in Government Organisations. Yet they usurped the coveted seats at IIT through the reservation that is otherwise meant for people who are economically backward. In doing so they had maligned exactly that which the reservation policy, ostensibly, is meant to honor - their own caste.
So the only glimmer of hope stems from this awareness of their caste, which dwells in the hearts of many SC/STs and OBCs who come from well to do families. I trust, as a human being above all caste, that no one wishes to spend 4 years of possibly the best phase of ones life in a state of low self-esteem. Any SC/ST or OBC who respects himself enough, would settle for an education in a college where s/he can learn and interact with peers with his/her head held high. They would be better off living as dignified individuals, than be known as a class of people who grovelled for space and hijacked an education. There is more to life than a college tag, and it may not be worth surrendering ones individual identity to ones caste identity. It is this sensibility that might encourage SC-ST-OBC students to choose NOT to take admissions in these institutes, thereby leaving reserved seats vacant and awarding adequate breathing space to meritocracy.
Past experience shows that there has been no great assimilation of Reserved Category students and General Category students, and it is certainly not going to get any better when you push the deserving students further into the corner. Many SC/ST and OBCs are made aware of a strong 'us-and-them' divide, not by the General Category students, but by their own conscience that knows they dont deserve to be there. Little does the innocence of 17 yr old boys and girls of the SC/ST/OBC category, who are promised dreams of an easier admissions to an IIT or AIIMS, know that their individuality and self-esteem are being held to ransom by parochial and petty politicians. Let this be known to them that there was no 'great historical unjustice' meted out towards them or their parents in my living memory, or by General Category student I have known. This is certainly true for those whose parents are already earning well. So please dont feed on unearned education by pushing unwarranted guilt down the throats of general category students.
To those 17 yr olds I have a modicum of unsolicited advice: Take refuge in your aptitude, not your caste. Discover achievement in Learning, not in wriggling into an institution. Find thrill in unleashing your own potential, not in basking in the reflected glory of others.
Thats the only way we will become equal - if at all we already are not.
Nishant Pandey
Class of '98
August 2006
